Fucked Up!
For the reason that I’m been keeping mum doesn’t imply that I’m actually fine with the way of how I’m treated…
There’s a limit to ones’ patience and obviously mine is almost reaching the boiling point.. Maybe it’s one of the factors that explains my attitude towards work these days. I don’t mean to be so slipshod in my work. I really don’t.
It’s hard trying to fake a smile when you ain’t happy at all. It’s equally hard to carry that frown wherever you go.
Fuck those people who makes me behave this way. I’m not your pet dog to order around doing things for you just because you’re just plain l-a-z-y!
I certainly won’t mind helping you guys out but not let me realise that I’m helping you and you’re actually doing something that’s totally un-related to work.. I mean, what the fuck is this?! So this is what you guys meant by team work? Hoo boy!
Maybe right from the start I’ve misinterpreted your team work wrongly.
Defination of teamwork from English dictionery: Cooperative effort by the members of a group of team to achieve a common goal.
THeir defination of teamwork: You help us. We’re too busy to help you. Period.
I take a few moments and thought to myself coming to a conclusion that up till now only a few of them helped me.
And from the very first day of work, I’ve been doing something which isn’t my job. I’m only supposed to help when you guys are NOT FREE. WHo knows it now became my permanent job. If others doesn’t like doing that job, what makes them think that I’m gonna LOVE it!?
Had enough of all this shit. Shall see how it goes.
WHo needs this job anyway? I don’t deserve this kinda crap I have been recieving. I seriously don’t!!!
There will be a point when one couldn’t take it anymore, they will just drop everything and walk off. Ya, I’m that kinda person.
FUCK! Life is too short to spent them on F.up people.
If it wasn’t for sister and some other girls,
I won’t even be there anymore.
Memories of 28th February 2008, Thursday,01:11
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